And the week comes to an end...
Yesterday, I received the government's letter, denying me a place in the first batch of National Service from January to March, leaving me with either March to June or June to August. So now, I'm screwed. Or at least my education plans are, at any rate. I try not to remind myself of it but I have so many people reminding me that denial is pointless and ignorance is non-existent.
And I'm signed up for driving lessons... which is a horrible thought... I mean... I'm just afraid I'd kill or maim someone due to my clumsiness and klutziness... or get killed by not swerving fast enough when some loose-knob driver hurtles down the road straight at me. Great way to die isn't it?
And BAK asked, "do you want to lose Weng as a friend?" Well, that begs the question: "do I still want him as a friend?"
And to cap it, I still have bio and chem to look forward to. Don't break down yet, huh, Stef? Well, I'll pretend to be fine at any rate... Oh yes, happy birthday, Stef.
On a more positive note, I've just realised something... and through my realisation, I've decided to treat better and value more my family members and friends. It might have been the fact that I just realised that I actually had friends who cared and that I'm not some shunned creature. Or that some people don't have family... Or that song two posts down. It's amazing how such things hit you... So there's my pre-new year resolution...
Overall, my sleep and appetite seem to have suffered... not that I need a diet... although withering to invisibility might be good... maybe I should stop worrying so much... all's well that ends well.
As if...
And I'm signed up for driving lessons... which is a horrible thought... I mean... I'm just afraid I'd kill or maim someone due to my clumsiness and klutziness... or get killed by not swerving fast enough when some loose-knob driver hurtles down the road straight at me. Great way to die isn't it?
And BAK asked, "do you want to lose Weng as a friend?" Well, that begs the question: "do I still want him as a friend?"
And to cap it, I still have bio and chem to look forward to. Don't break down yet, huh, Stef? Well, I'll pretend to be fine at any rate... Oh yes, happy birthday, Stef.
On a more positive note, I've just realised something... and through my realisation, I've decided to treat better and value more my family members and friends. It might have been the fact that I just realised that I actually had friends who cared and that I'm not some shunned creature. Or that some people don't have family... Or that song two posts down. It's amazing how such things hit you... So there's my pre-new year resolution...
Overall, my sleep and appetite seem to have suffered... not that I need a diet... although withering to invisibility might be good... maybe I should stop worrying so much... all's well that ends well.
As if...
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